"Don't ever lose faith in who you are, for that's what makes you different.
Don't try to turn yourself into someone everyone else is, for if that happens, the world is a poorer place."
- Sept 2005
i actually told myself that i wouldn't get anything during this christmas sale, but i promptly went out and spent 50 pounds today. well, that's blown almost my entire clothing budget. sometimes i wish i could just go out and buy the stuff that i really want. sometimes they are extravagant and unnecessary.. but they really make me happy. why do i have to resort to retail theraphy to bring myself happiness? i hate it. i really hate it. i'm not earning my keep yet i'm yearning for it...
happiness... so real yet so fake. when can i ever be truly happy?