"Don't ever lose faith in who you are, for that's what makes you different.
Don't try to turn yourself into someone everyone else is, for if that happens, the world is a poorer place."
- Sept 2005
I haven't been blogging for a long time. really lost the motivation to do anything with this blog ever since the december came along. but when i read wailam's blog, i suddenly felt really lazy and inadequate. blogging is really a mirror into the thoughts of one's inner psyche. words flow and fingers fly as i'm typing this and my thoughts suddenly materialise into words. the translation of ideas into visible, material characters has always been one of my great aims in my quest to perfect the art of writing. i feel so aimless at times, setting lofty targets for myself but always lacking the determination to push myself to achieve what i've set out to do. that's not something that i'm proud of, but it something i can still correct. and that, i shall do...
really had a great time yesterday. had a mini-christmas eve gathering at my place.. wailam and jiewen came over to join us for dinner and finally.. 4-man bridge! so many things happened that night.. a mini-disco in my room! can you believe it? haha.. it was so very fun. it was a really great opportunity to get to know each other better, and i'm really looking forward to having more sleepovers and stuff like that. this is a part of my youth that i think i really missed out on...
it's christmas today... it's a quiet one, but i'm happy... i haven't been really happy in a long time... this is the life that i really want.. simple but happy...