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"Don't ever lose faith in who you are, for that's what makes you different.
Don't try to turn yourself into someone everyone else is, for if that happens, the world is a poorer place."
- Sept 2005

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i tried to sleep but i can't. i don't want to say this but i have to. i don't want to write but if i don't no one will hear.

i've always believed in trust. until today. everything about trusting the right person and all that is just vicious hearsay. i have only myself to blame for landing myself into where i am now.

i used to think that friendships were beautiful stuff, where everyone shares, gives and takes. i used to believe that friendships were beyond the mortal plains of the ground we tread and transcends into deep emotive valleys. i used to think that the river that flows through the gorges carried water that was thicker than blood. the trees would sway to the winds of change, but never uproot, the sands of time will settle and the memories of a wonderful past etched into the rocks of the valley. i used to dream a picture of a dream, but now i wipe the dust of what could have been.

i find it hard to blame people. i find it hard to tell people i've been hurt. and i find even harder to tell people that i've been hurt and i'm blaming them for it. it's because i've been hurt before by a friend, and i don't want to be hurt again. and in the end, i end up hurting people because i don't want to hurt them or hurt myself. it's just a vicious circle that i've got myself into and i can't extricate myself from.

i shall not bother any more. it's not worth it.

all i wanted is the best for me and the people i care for. in the end, i've been bested.

kelvin was inspired at 2:32 AM