"Don't ever lose faith in who you are, for that's what makes you different.
Don't try to turn yourself into someone everyone else is, for if that happens, the world is a poorer place."
- Sept 2005
I feel so satisfied and content. just finished a solid 2 odd hours of mugging, at 7.30 am in the morning. woke up at 4 am to study cos i thought that it would be a really good time to start studying, fresh out of a sleep and the world is all quiet and peaceful. hmm. if this is the way that i should be studying, maybe i should make this a daily routine sometime soon. takes a lot of discipline to drag myself out of bed at god-forsaken hours, but well, it's for a greater good i guess.
watched Les Miserables for the second time on tuesday and i'm still as enthralled as i was when i first watched it. i'm now officially a theatre fan. this is what i call true artistry. will probably be catching phantom sometime in the easter hols, and yeah. STALLS! once one has experienced the best, it's hard to settle for anything less.
she's been treating me well, but she has also been spending more time with me. we went out the other day and i had a pretty enjoyable time. she's treating me pretty well i guess, considering that she's attached. so as with her. i haven't heard from her for some time. i really miss the days where we have voluminous conversations about everything and anything under the sky. those were days i thought that i finally found my soul mate. someone whom i can always depend on for a listening ear. but she's busy now. i miss her presence actually, very much. it's so lonely at times. but i guess i can't expect too much. like i desire my own autonomy to do as i wish, i should grant others their autonomy as well. i talk less and less to slants nowadays, i really miss those days.
the weekend's looming again, and i'm glad i finally have a saturday to myself. it's been really tiring having all these singsoc stuff. fun, but tiring.
i wish i was my own master sometimes. but i am, am i not?