"Don't ever lose faith in who you are, for that's what makes you different.
Don't try to turn yourself into someone everyone else is, for if that happens, the world is a poorer place."
- Sept 2005
once in a while i feel the inspiration or the ringing urge to let out how i feel. sometimes i just keep it in for peace's sake. especially for those who read this blog. at times this is where i let out my deepest darkest feelings. but sometimes, don't believe what you just read. sometimes it don't mean a thing.
as my friends find significant others, things change. even people who i regarded as soul mates. it's just too much of a coincidence right? who can blame them? when i've outlived my usefulness i'm chucked to the side. treated like shit once more.
exams are coming. at least i have something to keep me focused. at least that's what i hope sustains me.