|
|
In My Words "Don't ever lose faith in who you are, for that's what makes you different. Don't try to turn yourself into someone everyone else is, for if that happens, the world is a poorer place." - Sept 2005 Flying Fingers of
kelvin in london reading law bloody stressed Archives
I don't keep archives Currently Reading
Company Law - Gower and Davies in the mood for
Yi Lu Xiang Bei - Jay Chou Measure of a Man - Clay Aiken Public Airings The Straits Times Selection Singapore:To Me Elitism Musicianship Work/Study A Memory Stirs
The Highlights Joan Chan From the future Ninth Exco No Damn WMD July 7th My words My Story, Your Song Open Letter ISFJ Linked to
LivvyKassie Xf Dana Audrey Say Hi to me
kelvgoh@gmail.comI endorse
 the LSESUSS Disco 2005 zouked@the phoenix from you to me
free hit counter It Drives Me thanks to
Image: Yun
Photo GalleryDesign: Blogfrocks Powered: Blogger |
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
a quick one here. it's really tiring and even though i have a lot to say i don't have the strength to type it all out.
it's getting ridiculous. to the extent that people are questioning whether i'm actually human. 10 hours a day is NOTHING. at least i don't think so. i'm still desperate. i still find myself feeling inadequate. i still need MORE. tomorrow, it'll be 12. and for the next week or so, that's the way it'll stay. don't say i'm stupid, don't say "it isn't necessary". you ain't me, you don't know how i feel. you don't know what it feels like to be scared shitless when you realise that you don't know enough to even PASS when people around you are "happy to get 2:1s" if i get through this exams unscathed, i promise i'll be nicer to indians, african-british and PRCs. for those of you who know me well enough, it isn't racist. at least it's not blind racism. wait till you've gone through the things i've gone through with that particular group. (please exclude singaporean indians (and LSESS ones too - they're great friends) pity i don't feel the same about my neighbours. and of course i promise to start working earlier next year. you can estopp me to it. good nite. i love my books. kelvin was inspired at 4:37 AM |
|
Webset Copyright © Blogfrocks Sunset Image Copyright © Yun Photo Gallery |
