"Don't ever lose faith in who you are, for that's what makes you different.
Don't try to turn yourself into someone everyone else is, for if that happens, the world is a poorer place."
- Sept 2005
Is this what eyes were never meant to see?
The end of hope, and all it meant to me?
How can I find the strength to carry on another day?
Without my pride there's nothing left to say?
Is this the way my life was meant to be?
Too late for me to say that I was wrong,
perhaps the weak believed that they are strong.
I thought if I tried I'd find a way to earn their trust,
Yet all I've knoen and loved has turned to dust,
It seems there was no way I could belong...
The fire that burns within your heart,
The pain that tears your life apart,
The rain that falls from broken skies,
The love i lost beneath the lies,
And must I face the trust alone?
Is this the end of all I've known,
The years I gave, the tears I've cried,
Why dream of love, when love has died?
I know one day the story will be told,
And in the end the secrets will be sold,
And will they look at me and say
I should have known the end
perhaps I did but why should I pretend?
I only dreamt of love and growing old...