"Don't ever lose faith in who you are, for that's what makes you different.
Don't try to turn yourself into someone everyone else is, for if that happens, the world is a poorer place."
- Sept 2005
I actually intended to blog on thursday, completed typing out a blog but then blogger failed on me so there's nothing up here for thursday. but well, here i am.
I had a great friday. Thanks to you-know-who-you-are, it was really quite the best friday i had in a long time. It's always nice to have someone you can talk to, share and laugh off every silly little thing with, and for that I am grateful. it's not often i meet people like you so please stay the way you are.
I look at my friends around me and sometimes ask myself, are these people here to stay or are they transitory? With all i've gone through i cannot help but feel afraid and start doubting myself again, but one thing i know is that these people i have around me now are really people I treasure. No matter whether you are far away, or near me, you can be sure that I will always give you my very best, and I always want the best for you.
In any case, people who matter to me know that some big things have happened to me in the past couple of weeks and i've made some tough decisions. But the decision has been made and those who matter will know what it is. all plans are in place and everything is settled, so i can sit back and be happy. I thank all of you who have wished me well for your well wishes, and it really warms my heart to know that there are people who are happy for me, and you have no idea how much it means to me to know that. In cold cold london, i feel loved. and that is really all that matters.
Preparing for the examination is quite a pain but i sit back in the relative comfort of knowing that i only started preparing for the exam this time last year. I've already prepared for 3 out of my 4 modules and I am in a better position than i was in last year. I really want to do well in this exam so that i can relax in my third year and do some travelling. i really really want to travel a bit cos i'm already in europe and entering what MIGHT possibly be the last year here so i wanna make use of it. If things to go plan i would have more time to do so but why tempt chance? haha. so yah, that's something i want to do.
Life has been kind to me, and i thank God for it. I kneel with gratitude in your presence.