"Don't ever lose faith in who you are, for that's what makes you different.
Don't try to turn yourself into someone everyone else is, for if that happens, the world is a poorer place."
- Sept 2005
the beauty of life is sometimes the most ironical. I put in so much more effort into my studies and my exam preparations this year as compared to last year, but strangely enough i feel less prepared and even more panicky. and moreover the exams are counted towards my degree classification, and it too will have a bearing on whatever i set out to do after my LLB. I'm starting to drown in my own shit.
But even in these dark times i know i'm not alone. I have the best and most understanding friend and housemate who picks up laundry for me when he didn't need to. He who makes me cooling tea when i'm coughing away non-stop, he whom i can have 2 hour talks with and still feel that we could have gone on forever, he who is patient with me in my frantic preparations for exams and omit to do much housework. I come back every day knowing that i step into a home.
Whenever i am feeling low, i look around me and i know, this is where i won't be alone, where this is where i know it is home. where there are troubles to go through, we will find a way to start anew, there is comfort in the knowledge, that i have friends with me. my friends clear skies and wong kei, it means so much to me that words can't express it. you make this seem all so much easier. and yes, happiness is a warm puddie.
I go and bathe and I come back, i see my toolbar flickering with 2 MSN panels.
::yang:: heyheyhey haha hope u're doing fine eh anyway hang in there ok will b OVER soon gona slp take care and i see u ard~ p.u.s.h.o.n
i will always be here for you! gdnite shifu!damn tired
And all the other bits and pieces others give me here and there. it's things like these that make me feel loved, to feel that i belong.