"Don't ever lose faith in who you are, for that's what makes you different.
Don't try to turn yourself into someone everyone else is, for if that happens, the world is a poorer place."
- Sept 2005
"Praise the Lord, and give thanks to Him for He is good. For his mercy endures forever.
May I see the benefit of Your chosen ones, that I may rejoice in the gladness of Your nation, that I may glory with your inheritance."
Psalms 106: 1, 5
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For three whole months I have hung onto tentherhooks, and I'm glad that this wait is over. Summer plans have been settled, in the best way possible. And I am grateful.
Grateful, first and foremost to the organisation who have treated me as one of their own, as unlikely as I am.
Grateful, to the friends who have supported me along this journey, gave me faith, and encouraged me never to give up.
Grateful, for the chance to live my dreams, even if it isn't for ever.
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Roundtables are scary. It's hard enough to be interviewed. But when the person interviewing you is one of the biggest decision makers in the entire organisation, you know that you can't slip up. Trip, slip up, totally smashing myself up maybe I did, but all I can do is wait and see.
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A day without you is a day I don't remember, but a day with you, is a day that never ends, for it never leaves me. If only you knew how much I want you to know.